Start of Healing

Today was bittersweet…

Bitter in that, in my journey; to reclaim *me*….

I lost you!

I will always love you.

You are forever apart of my past.

You will always be apart of me…

But we are clearly on two different paths in life!

You are still lost, roaming, wandering to find yourself.

I have been on my journey, traveling this road for a long time now.

I am strong in my sense of self!

I know my limits,

My Do’s & Don’ts…

My must haves!

&

My must nots!

I found out today…

What it feels like..

Feels like to look into the mirror…

Post…

My mind being consumed with you!

It feels….

Freeing!

Lighter!

Hopeful…

It feels…

Like I am surviving!!!

No longer feeling,

As if…

I am drowning in you!

Today….

Was the hardest thing,

I have ever had to do!

Packing up each memory…

Each new piece that tied me to you!

Today….

Was the beginning….

Of something New!

I will forever carry,

A piece of you with me!

But today….

I am free!

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