2019…..

I can’t go into 2019 doing the same thing!

It’s been two years! I love you more than words can describe… Soo much so I am angry at God for giving me such a love, knowing how this would end!

I might never move on and I might always feel this way….

But….

I simply… cannot stay frozen in time!

#jenz #jenzphelps #feedmysoul #findingmyway #emptyyourmind

Tic…Toc…

Tic…. Toc…

I think time is running out….

I think what everyone said is finally coming true…

When you finally have enough…

When you finally….

Get sick & tired,

Of simply…

Being….

Sick & tired…

Of…

The excuses….

The lies….

The poor behavior.

The lack of consideration.

The selfish behavior….

When you finally….

See you…

For You!

The glamour fades…

The memories seem to lose their luster..

You suddenly seem….

Well…..

Just simply put….

A man…

Like any other….

The veil of honor has been lifted…

The illusion is gone….

I see more clearly now…

That star dust has cleared from my eyes…

I was struck!

I was blinded….

I can own it ALL!

But I hear the clock…

Tic…Toc!

As it counts down…

Loudly… on the wall!

Tic…

Toc…

Your time…. is about up!

#lettinggo #lifegoals #healthycopingskills #healing #selfcare #emptyyourmind #embraceyourself #findingmybliss

The Damage You Can Do

I can’t believe how I let you get to me…

I can’t believe how your words cut through me life a knife….

I can’t believe you!

I don’t know who you are sometimes…

It’s like you are two different people…

Two different versions of yourself…

I don’t think you know the power you hold…

I don’t think you know the damage you can do….

I don’t think you truly understand….

Just how hurtful….

Just how deep….

Some wounds….

Can grow……

#pain #hurt #love #emptyyourmind #emotions #toxic #broken #woundedsoul #lovehurts #healing #lettinggo

Why be a girl Scout?

So today I attended an Open Council Dialogue meeting for Girl Scouts of Virginia Skyline on behalf of LCCGSSU. I have attended a few of these and enjoyed them all. What made today’s meeting so different? I greatly enjoyed the round table format in which we meet. I also was very inspired by the renewed leadership of the GSVSC CEO Nikki Williams !

I tell people all the time, girl scouts truly develops leadership and collaboration among women and builds sisterhood. It not only helps grow future girl leaders, it helps develops our communities and supplies majority of our community service programs with service projects. It teaches girls about civic duty and responsibility and community engagement.

All walks of socioeconomic backgrounds come together in many churches and other meeting places to hold troop meeting or events.

Professionally I often reference ideas learned from Girl Scouts meetings or events and have been able to utilize those concepts to benefit other projects.

So next time someone asks…..

#whybeagirlscout? Or #whybeagirlscoutleader ?

It’s simple….

Because…..

Girl Scouts is G.I.R.L. Lead. It builds girls for leadership and builds lifetime bonds of sisterhood that promotes positive impact on our society and communities. Something I am very proud to be apart of!
#girlscoutstrong #LCCGSSU #girllead #gsvsc