Today…. was a much needed, s#selfcare, family time and all around Good day!
I realized something today; for the first time in 3 years, you did not enter my thoughts! You did not consume my day, with worry and anguish. I was at peace!
I found joy again, for the first time in a very long time. I smiled, laughed, felt carefree, light hearted throughout an entire day! There were no tears, no heavy sighs, no holding my breath with worry. There was no, anxiety at all! I am starting to like the new version of life, without you!
It was never that… I needed you! It was that… I allowed myself to love you. Love you completely, unconditionally, and without reservations. I trusted you completely… Something I never allowed myself to do before.
Something…. I may, never do again!
Today I realized that, just maybe… we are ALL born, Beautifully Broken…
Perhaps the purpose of life; is as we find our way, we mend those cracks, heal those wounds, and maybe it’s the light inside us that shines through our Broken cracks and pieces, that allows others to find us, perhaps even helping us to heal… mending those cracks…
Those pieces that fall by the way side… maybe… just maybe! They are the missing pieces; that are meant to be found by others, we meet on our journey in life… perhaps!
The fallen pieces… are meant for them?… Maybe God designed it all that way!
Maybe… All the hurt, saddness, anger, pain, and suffering we feel inside; is meant to carve out pieces from ourselves, meant to fall off by the wayside, just waiting,…. Perhaps those pieces… now belong to someone else… Maybe…
Just May…. God; was carving out space… to fill you with something far more beautiful; than we ever imagined!
Perhaps by the end… When all is said and done, all the hurt, pain, suffering, was really just preparing us… For something … Something that will make us whole!
Perhaps…. we truly are… Beautifully Broken ; by Gods own design!
Today…. I left a few pieces…. of my hurt, suffering, & pain…. by the wayside!
I started walking again, on my path…. to becoming…. Whole!
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