I know in my head… pulling away was the right thing to do.
But…
Tonight, I am missing you something bad!!!
You have become such an important part of my day… The one I vent to, confide in, turn to….
I hate that everything is so controlled…. I hate not having the time owed us…
Not having all words spoken, all thoughts spoken…
I hate how this ended…
I hate the current circumstances!
Road blocks, barriers in our way….
I hate it all to be honest!
False loves, addictions, those holding on too tight…
Most of all….
I hate how I feel, without you!
I hate feeling…. in complete…
jenzphelps 