I know in my head… pulling away was the right thing to do.

But…

Tonight, I am missing you something bad!!!

You have become such an important part of my day… The one I vent to, confide in, turn to….

I hate that everything is so controlled…. I hate not having the time owed us…

Not having all words spoken, all thoughts spoken…

I hate how this ended…

I hate the current circumstances!

Road blocks, barriers in our way….

I hate it all to be honest!

False loves, addictions, those holding on too tight…

Most of all….

I hate how I feel, without you!

I hate feeling…. in complete…