I hate that you hold your tongue. It’s almost cruel. I hate that you took a perfect memory & shredded it to pieces…. I hate that I see your every flaw & only loved you more! I hate that you see my flaw & tore me down; without saying one word!
I hate that I thought we were truly best friends…. that of anyone I could trust in you! Believe in you! I was safe…. in loving you…. I hate most …. that you…. never felt you could talk to me or be honest with me…. as much as I hate all of that…. I also… love you… I hate myself for that!