I am soo mad at you….
It’s a reoccurring theme I know!
I am mad you opened that door…
Mad you pushed your way back in!
Mad you did it knowing you weren’t in a good space!
Mad you lied!
Over & over again!
I know… your choosing to withhold truths…. isn’t what you call lying!
But reality…. it is!
I am mad you have given up!
That you settle for less than what you are capable of!
Settle for less!
As if its ok!
Just another day….
I hate what you have become!
Because I know you to be soo much more!
I hate that you feel you have the right..to pop in & out of my life!
But dare I expect to hear if you’re ok!
I hate how selfish you are!
How you disregard the worry you create!
I hate that I care….
Soo deeply & much!
I hate just how codependent I have become.
How I feel compelled to help you…
Pray for you…
Regardless of it all….
I hate that I see you at your very worst…
Yet… I still accept you!
I hate how you do not!
Most of all….
I hate that you are hurting!
I hate it….
Soo, very much!
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