I don’t like it when we fight….
I hate it in fact!
I hate every minute we do not speak…
I hate how you hold your tongue….
I hate the silence!!!
You are far too good at this game!
I hate you for that!
I wear my heart out in the open…
I have been through way too much in life you see…
Far more serious matters,
To dig in over this….
The trivial things….
I will always be blunt!
I am always going to be honest….
I call it how I see it….
I am not so arrogant….
To think, I cannot be corrected!
I am waiting for you!
Waiting for you to speak!
To use your voice…..
When did it fade?
You always were so quick to chime in…
Banter back…. debate….
When did you stop?!
Where is the man,
That was ever soo persistent?
The charmer?
The insatiable flirt?
The light hearted joker?
The boy next door?
The man that pursued me…?
My confident….
The keeper of all my secrets….
The soul; I seek to warm myself by?
Oh yeah…. &
My Best Friend?!
Where? Did he go?
I miss him soo….
Soo, much my heart aches….
Can we find him?
He is my love, you see….
My one, true love!
God…. sent him to me!
Can you please…..
Bring him back to me…….?
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