My Soul Hurts…

I am tired…

So much, I just don’t understand.

I am tired of my soul hurting…

Tired of not being able to walk completely away…

Tired of the drama…

Tired of your circle…

Tired of the games…

Tired of… stupid… petty stuff!

All the things that simply don’t matter!

There is soo much more to life!

You have submerged yourself around the wrong people for way too long…

You’re starting to forget…

Forgetting who you are!

Forgetting your Hope’s & dreams…

Forgetting you!

Forgetting about the people around you…

Forgetting common decency…

Forgetting what real friendship, is truly about.

Do you even remember what Love truly is? What unconditional love, feels like?

What being *In Love* tastes like?

You’ve been around the wrong people for way too long!

I see you…

I see so deep inside you…

I know your soul!

I know your stubborn…

I know your proud…

I know your prideful!

I just don’t know how to reach through to you!

Everyone loves you…

Its almost routinely professed deeply, by everyone you encounter…

Do they even know…?

Know what real love is?

It’s not set with demands…

It’s not meet with expectations!

It’s not a prize to be won!

It’s not something you give freely one minute and take away the next…

I am so, soo very tired!

It drains my soul….

This is you…

This is what you’ve allowed your world to become…

You are soo much more than this!

You …. you …. YOU…..

Just need to remember!!!

This is NOT your life…

This is Not how your story ends!

Because…. I still believe in you!

I see you!

I know your spirit…

I know your character!

I know your soul!

I just need you…

I need you to find your way…

I need you to find your way Home!

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